When I was a kid, I used to think that people at this age must've already become cool, successful adults who had fulfilled all their dreams. But now that I've reached this age, it feels like I'm still far from all that. There are still so many dreams I haven't achieved.
This made me realize that growing up is not easy—especially when there's no manual for it. So, like it or not, we have to figure it out ourselves, day by day.
A Bit of Reflection
Today, I want to take a moment to reflect on my journey so far. Who knows—maybe I'll find an answer... or at least the strength to keep moving forward.
First of all, I'm grateful to be living a good life, to have met and be surrounded by kind people, to have learned many things, and to have visited new places. I'm also thankful that I've been able to enjoy my hobbies.
Looking back, maybe all of that is the result of the prayers I once whispered—and the efforts I tried to make.
"In the end, it was all worth it."
Memories Along the Way
This journey of mine also holds many memories. Some sweet, some bitter. But that's life, right? What matters is that we go through it as it comes—and never forget to always be grateful.
Because life's journey is never a straight line. Sometimes we have to turn, detour, or even get lost before we finally reach our destination.
Only Human
Through this journey, I've also realized that I really am just a regular human being. I can get tired, feel fragile, and fail. I can even feel so exhausted that I need to rest before I move forward again.
"When I was a kid, I never felt like this. I thought I'd never stop until I was completely done."
Luckily, now I understand that feeling tired, failing, and needing rest is okay—and it's normal for human beings.
It's kind of funny, isn't it? I sound so wise now. Or... maybe this is a sign that I've grown?
About Today
Speaking of today, on my birthday, I feel truly grateful to celebrate it with the people around me. Even though I'm not a big fan of birthday celebrations, I'm still happy and thankful for those who made today feel a little more special.
Hopes at the End of This Note
At the end of this note, I do have one hope. Simply put, I want to become a better person and never stop believing in my dreams.
"The rest... and the details—that's a secret between me and God."